our love story

2011-12-24T00:25:00.000-08:00

Too much words I can't explain
Too much pain I am hide from me
I missed when u hugged me
I missed when u angry to me
I need u beside me

U taught me about life
Don't be sad, don't be worry
Without you, I can't be what I am now

Time is pass
But u still on my heart

Merry Christmas !

2011-12-17T06:38:00.001-08:00

这几个月来我都在忘记你可是都没办法，直到今天听说你有女朋友了.我只好祝你们辛福吧.

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】

2011-11-29T08:22:00.000-08:00

i watched this movie my whole mind didn't think about you .
we are moving on . getting far apart from each other already

2011-11-18T23:10:00.000-08:00

Day 24 !
Time pass so fast and I didn't get over you at all . even you didn't contact me ! What can I do ? Nothing like a useless and hopeless girl .
TRUE strength is being able to hold it together when no one would blame you for falling apart. I was thinking can we fall back again ? Although , I dont know do you still flirt around or forgotten me alr . But I know you still wear our watch , many people said is because this watch very expensive don't wear very wasted . But why that day you met me don't you wear it? I told you when ever we quarrel my watch will chip off ! This time it really chiped off badly . And I only wear once , most of the time is in my bag . :( miss Ryan 3 a lot . I remember last time he always on my hand when I sleep and I bring him every where I go like how you bring Elmo out . I want to tell you please throw away the fox or keep . Because I know that is not good for you to have it , everything bad fall on me !

2011-11-16T07:21:00.000-08:00

another life i still want to be your girl , and make you stay !

2011-11-16T06:18:00.000-08:00

soon will be month that i miss you .

a month that we talk to each other nicely .

i hope my dream catcher will get my dream come true .

2011-11-12T19:18:00.000-08:00

Day 18 !
18 days without you . Time had gone so fast , and yet I didn't get over you at all . I still tell myself , for my next life I still want you ! No matter how ugly you are , how poor you are I still want to be with you . Because I love you ! I had you once but I want to be selfish enough to have you again next life or countless time. No matter how bad you treat me I will still want to try ., because I know you will change and I believe that you will . You did give me happiness , I'm very happy to be your girlfriend ! I miss the eyes you looked at me when we first saw each other and you blink at me when I look at you . Those sweet moment keep running through my mind over and over again .! 18 days already I didnt let any one hold my hand and hug me . Because I want you to be the last ! I didn't wash my shirt for the last time you hugged me . Because I miss your smell , so I rather place that shirt at home and not to wear it until I can get over you . Every morning the first thing I saw is our picture on my bed side . I use the photo frame you got for me . And I didnt remove at all . And the tin tin cup you got for me I didn't use it ! Because I worried that next time no one will replace the same cup for me if I broke it . Until now I didn't watch the tin tin movie at all , I want you to bring me and watch it with me , you promised me long ago in late aug you said you will book the movie ticket for me when the movie start . You got the tin tin cup for me because you can't meet me and you want me to be happy ! How can I don't love you and get over you ?? When the first day I work at suntec you came and fetch me . The first time I open shop at suntec you came over to my house and fetch me early in the morning to work and you need to woke up at 6 plus ? How can I get over you ? And you even got me breakfast and eat with me and you went home after that you came back and fetch me home again and even got me gong cha and chocolate ? Even I say I want to drink milk tea you will ask me koi ? Gong cha ? If I say koi you will still put in effort to buy and wait . I regretted , but is it too late ? I don't know will you read . But I can see how many viewer each day and I know not much people will see my blog . Total viewer for yesterday Is 54 ! I don't have so much friends that know I got this blog . So do you still continue reading ? If yes , I want tell you I miss you ); everything about you

2011-11-10T07:35:00.000-08:00

today is 10 of nov !
imy ):

2011-11-09T01:07:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow it's 10!! 10 of nov !
Still remember it's our 8 months monthsary ! Every night I can't sleep well ); missing every thing about you ! But what can I do ? Go out very early in the morning and home around mid night ! Make myself busy and tired so when I reached home I can sleep ! Little mylo miss all his families member !! I hope things goes well for you ! Yeah , life move on but I won't lie to myself and force me to forget you !); I was eating fried mushroom just now . The first thing I think of is you , you said you will cook for me !!! I remember everything you told me because there are all running on my mind and no words are missing. I don't know do you ? I don't know do you still read my blog . But I will always write down how I feel when ever I free !

2011-11-07T20:15:00.000-08:00

The truth is I still miss you . Even thousand people said move on , I can never lie on my own feeling ! No matter how Badly you're I will still love you until the love songs end ! I can pretend not to miss you I can pretend that this is what I'm gotta do but still in my heart you never left before . Remember once I cried on your bed telling you that I got this feeling that one day you might leave me . He told me ' don't worried , you won't leave me anymore and your tears did roll down and we hugged ! I don't know will you read my blog and do you still care ! But I will continue to post all my feeling and how much I love you !

2011-11-06T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hope this months every things gonna move smoothly, life's being upside down for me
i don't know how should i say it. This whole months I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories.
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
&to that special guy who've been with me for seven months and leave silently i've to thank you for showering me with love, care and target me in every things. Giving me a wonderful memory, till now i still got no answer about you leaving me but i hope you could find your happiness.
Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.

2011-11-05T20:09:00.000-07:00

Today is 6 of nov !
4 more day is our 8 month monthsary ! Do you still remember ? You said our love will never end ! If I run away I will still be yours and you are mine ? On the 28 of oct you say you can't bear to give me up ! You said you have things to talk to me face to face ? You asked me I really giving up . I say no ! I regretted that I didn't say come back to me , I'm sorry ! If not this sweet love won't end like this . Even you said you don't care , I still believe you care ! Even you don't care I will still know your heart care ! I always remember we quarrelled until we can't continue we still try our best . I remember you lied to me say you will be busy for school stuff and I cried on the phone asking you to stay and you don't care but at last you still cried so badly and say sorry . I still remembered that you did some thing to hurt me , I ignored you and you still keep messaging me to stay . You still say you would change ! I believed and gave you a chance and I did forgive and forget ! Last month you said our relationship is more stable and we can't don't have each other any more and many sweet stuff ! Until now I still continue reading it every night before I went to sleep! Because I didn't received this kind of sweet message before ! I was so happy reading it ! And mylo was with me every night ! He look so upset which I don't know why . We got Ryan 3 , mylo , Elmo and angry Angeline . Which we don't have a complete set of the whole family ! Still remember , when we go to your house we will bring them along! Although it's childish but love is always childish ? Still remember the first time we get our couple watches and shirt ? We went to Tommy to get our shirt that night and the next day we wear it and get our watches at Tangs . Which we look at it for so long ! And I even got a best discount which we were so happy about it ! Every time you bring me to your house and you always cooked for me . Always ask me what do I like to eat ! I remember the first time we stay over night at your house and the next day we need to wake up at 6.30 am because you got dragon boat competition ! that night you didn't sleep at all and you hugged me look at me when I'm sleeping and you were very tired ! On the 24 of July which is my birthday ! Im really very happy that day ! We spent so many hours at your house together ! We bake cookies and I keep asking you to help me when you're really very busy ! I miss those moments alot ! Do you ? We said every year our birthday we must buy a bigger cake then last year ! I only ate your cake once ); and will I still get the chance to eat your cake after years ? I really wish our love don't end ! I really regret alot that I said I don't wanna be your girlfriend anymore when I was so angry ); I'm really sorry !! 我的心很痛不是为了我是可怜我和你的宝贝！我还是很爱你的

2011-11-02T02:47:00.000-07:00

When I don't see you, I'm perfectly fine and I can move on. But the second I see your face, I'm back to wishing you were mine again.
Is it the truth that you scared to meet me ? Or you want that girl back ?

2011-10-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

Third day without you
Getting weak and going to fall sick really soon . Well , I still miss you ); do you ? I really dont know what to do now . Stress and tired ! If you want me back that badly you will put in more effort but you didn't ! Messages you reply so slow or totally never reply ! Whats the point of saying you you want back this relationship ? Hais ! If you didnt drag our meeting time this won't happen ! If you still come and meet me on Wednesday this won't happen ! If you put more effort in our relationship and be fair I won't do this . I'm not a toy for you to play with ! Good bye

2011-10-28T00:29:00.000-07:00

Second day without you );
I really miss you alot ! Until I didn't eat much and sleep much ! Emotion comes and go ); I was wondering did you miss me ? Can you sleep without me ? Do you miss everything about me ? I did !! Every sec I miss you ); really miss you boy ! I miss the old times a lot ! Miss the first day we saw each other and you actually kiss me after we met for an hour ! You hold my hand when we walked home ! You hugged me when ever you want to hug! And you ask me to be your girlfriend for many times and we hug under the rain ! The second day we went to suntec and we took picture (: ! I still remember our 10 days ! We went for a movie and you actually bring your jacket , after that we went to your house and you cooked for me ! that day I was really very happy ! Our first month you bought me rose and you folded stars for me and we went over to your house and you also cooked dinner for me and we cab home at night ! After a few day we went to hendersand wave after my work . We actually alighted early and we walk so far to find that wave and we ate ice cream before we got home !! Really miss those few special moments ! Do you ? We visited sentosa and got Ryan 3 over there and we said the next visit we will get Angeline 3 ! We took pictures and collect seashell!! Now I don't think we still have this chance to get her from sentosa . ); I want to tell you that I still love you like a love songs ! Still love you like how it use to be until now I didn't regret loving you ! Being your girlfriend really colour my life ! Without you life will be meaningless and I don't think I can get over you . I still love you ! I will wish you all the best in everything ! Lastly do take care when I'm not around !); you will always be in my heart and mylo will sit on my bed looking at me . When ever I miss you I will hug mylo to make me feel you are still around me. And thanks for all the sweet memories I had with you ! I'm still happy to met you after all !!

2011-10-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

i know i'm not a good girlfriend ! but i'm trying hard ! ):

2011-09-10T05:50:00.001-07:00

2011-08-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, I'm finally back to my blog .
I've been going home very late now a days and getting very tried ):
yesterday i spent my off day with my dear little boy !
and today i spent my another off with my family!
went to library today , borrowed some books for myself. walk around and went home!
fall asleep while messaging my boy. I'm getting more and more lazy! fall sick easily now a days ! i want more off days please !

If I could choose you and anybody else in the world I'd still choose you. because I'm deeply in love with you ! Ryan teo !